the worst side of me

March 15, 2007

every human being in this world has a bright and dark side.and we can’t deny the fact that somehow there are these worst things that are inside us.for me i,really haven’t discovered my
real personality yet but as far as i have kown myself,i can already distinguish the worst side of me.
there are this times that i am aware of my deeds but still i can’t avoid to control them.i keep on telling to myself that i will control it and not to do it anymore.especially when interacting
with other persons especially to those who are committed to me like my family,friends and relatives.
the first thing that i can say about one of my worst side is my pride.i’m really that "prideful" when it comes to arguments.there are chances that i keep myself down and there also chances
that i keep myself up.because of my pride i become selfish but after a while i gradually lose all those negativities and hurts within me.
next thing that i can say that is worst in me is my moodiness.a lot of people is really irritated to that personality of mine.but as time passes by,they get used to it and just ignores me
when they notice that i’m not in my good mood again.well,they just try to understand me.anyway i easily recover myself when i’m just being left alone.
those were only the few that is worst in me.i’m not saying that i am fully bad everyone has its different worst sides.these things are all normal to us not unless it comes to the point
where in we cannot control them anymore and does not do good to everyone.for me,i feel good when i found out that i have controlled them because it seems that despite those worst things,
you still did something to overcome them.

March 14, 2007

Who’d have thought this is how the pieces fit
You and I shouldn’t even try making sense of it
I forgot how we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons but I don’t know where they are
So blame it on my heart’ oh

Love moves in mysterious ways
It’s always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I’ll love you for the rest of my days
But still it’s a mystery
of how you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows love is just a chance we take
We make plans but then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close never ever let me go
Even though we think we know which way the river flows
That’s not the way love goes’ no

Like the ticking of a clock two hearts beat as one
But I’ll never understand the way it’s done’ oh

"Love moves… in mysterious ways….

looks familiar right?

true!love really moves in mysterious ways.that’s why love is blind because it is mysterious.when it comes to love,ugliness and prettiness are ignored.

you are being accepted as who you are and what you have.even the most darkest side of you.this is also the time when love is really mysterious because when you truly love,your heart melts and without being aware,there are things inside of you that are gradually changing.and as long as love is there the world is yours.

others say that in love,nothing is impossible.others even prioritize love than the other things,they look most at the positive side because they do hope a lot in their feelings towards their special someone.

in love,almost everyone likes to relate and  be interested.what is in love that makes the people’s heart jump in excitement?

it is undeniable that love really feels good.changes are in our way when we are in love.men or women bloom,they always have that smile in their face,they are inspired to do the things that are to be done,and the most mysterious thing is that unusual things are being done.

i can say that a lot of mystery is really happening when there is love but before i make this post very long,i would like to end it up with a heart warming qoute.others might say that i am fond of all those love stuff (L.O.L)…emoticon

 

"Love reminds you that nothing else matters."

- Amy Bushell -

^my best gift to my parents^

March 13, 2007

fulfilling my parent’s expectation and desire from me will be my greatest gift for them.i know success in life with respect and discipline will make them happy and make them forget about the hardworks and sacrifices that they have done just to provide me with good life.i want to make it up to them.and when i can already manage to help and provide them with their needs it will be an overwhelming to my part because i know being successful in life with a grateful heart would be the best feeling that i will ever experience in my whole life.

so as of now,i will start giving my best gift to them through my good grades.i will do good in my studies to show them how sincere and dedicated i am in my studies in order to reach my goal and be successful where my parents can be proud of me…emoticon

my say about showbiz candidates this election!

March 12, 2007

doubt is the only thing that is in the mind of the peole whenever they hear celebrities running for a position in the election.what’s their knowledge about handling the country when their real field anyway is on acting and on television.ofcourse when talking about election and government,people on the first place will always think of their future and the economic status of the Philippines,whether it will improve or would even lead to poverty.

celebs may think that popularity and big amount of money are the only things that are necessary being in the politics where infact,it’s not.knowing that it is a great responsibilty handling a very numerous people.respect and discipline should start from their selves so that they will be aware of the things that will give them success and not only to them also especially to their own country.

politics is only for politician.but when showbiz gets in the election campaign,a lot of the impressions would be negative because what will be their contribution and platform?do they have enough knowledge about political issues?

i think if these showbiz candidates will win this coming election 2007,everything will be obsolete.while on the other hand,many previous politician are not sincerely serving the Filipino people.their desire is only to become rich.

well,infairness to those who are really sincere,too much celebs in the government not even knowing their capacity will not give a progress to our beloved but poor country…emoticon

vs.

elearning and the usual classroom learning.to which do i prefer?

i guess these learning are both helpful.they do the same thing which is teaching and sharing knowledge though in a different manner.

elearning is still like classroom learning many things has just being improved.the usual green board had become the high-tech computer,traditional pointers for board had been changed to mouse and the great thing about this is you don’t have to write the long notes in the notebook anymore instead,typing is the new strategy.

since this new generation is already very high in technology,creators of elearning maybe,had also decided to promote learning using computer for those people who are not interested in going to the usual classroom anymore or for others who have no time to enroll and study in a university.most of the people who are using this elearning are the people who are much fortunate or those who have much wealth.while those who are just average just prefer to go to school.

for me,there’s no difference in learning between the traditional classroom and elearning which uses computer.the important thing is that we learn from many sources.both has their own advantages.elearning mostly has foreign lectures and in classroom you interact with the instructor personally.preference of learning depends on the learner.if only i have enough financial and moral support for elearning then it’ll be a pleasure to learn from it but since i’m only average then we have no choice but to go to school.

March 10, 2007

GMA vs.

(sorry,haven’t found a logo of GMA 7)

 

the kapuso and kapamilya!these two television networks are such irresistible.they always prioritise their own "gimmiks" to be rated as
the best t.v network station and to attract more viewers.

the common thing they do is to immitate each other’’s show.when something new is being premiered by the other,the other also makes their own version of the said show.just a little change to the show so that somehow it’ll be seen as original and somehow,there would be a little difference though the concept’s just really the same.maybe they try to compete to find out which is really which or which television network is really a thumbs up to the people.in other words they try to find out who among them creates the best show that people will surely love.

another thing is that they use the celebrities-especially those who are really award winning,good looking,talented and is really very popular to promote different shows.these  chosen celebrities are pretty fortunate and flattering because they are being asked for a big scoop.lucky are they that they have those kind of lifestyle.while in connection to that,we really can’t deny the fact that we are also fun of idolizing them.we have our own celeb fab.we can’t avoid that thing because television is our "life".

going back to the competition of the two big networks,they have their own great celebs,own style of encouraging the viewers to receive several awards and most especially to be labelled as number one.but for me i’m fair, i watch different shows on both networks,depending on my interest.but can somebody tell me how these networks are being rated of their standing?the funny thing i observe on these two networks is that both of them are number one in their respective commercials and adds.emoticon

who are the best in programming?men or women?

March 7, 2007

honestly,i pretty don’t like answering this question but i have to.

so i guess,men are more likely to be literate in programming.maybe because of their skills and talents.majority of those who are addict in computers are men.so as they encounter latest things about computers,whether games or other stuffs they don’t allow theirselves to be left behind.i don’t why only few women are interested in computers.maybe its just our nature.

and i’ve noticed that men are really fun of exploring many things in the computer.and obviously,in the i.t field,you can see more men than women.that’s why i had said that men are(not really that best)more patient or literate in programming.

got nothing more to say about this issue.

March 6, 2007

          VS.          

 

microsoft and linux os are both familiar to us especially to those who are into info tech and computer and gadgets.

honestly,i am also familiar to this but i don’t really have much knowledge on this so,i have researched about this things.and according to the url (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Comparison_of_Windows_and_Linux) that i have found,it says that microsoft windows and linux os are both major competing computer operating system.

windows is the most prominent os under propriety software licenses while linux is the most prominent os under free software licenses.which means that windows is released as closed source fashion and linux as almost always an open source fashion.they both compete for user base in the personal computer market as well as server market.though they are both used in many ways like in offices,schools,homes and other establishments.

when you compare windows and linux according to installation,generally windows is easy to install as well as linux.however,varies greatly in distribution.when it comes to accessiblity and usability,though i really wasn’t able to relate,i have understood that linux is more designed for professionals compared to windows though all source code of linux is freely available for modification.talking about their programs,they both have different style,but i think that linux is more complicated than windows maybe because i haven’t encountered this os yet.and finally to their security,it is being proven that windows has more propagated viruses than linux  though there were also viruses for linux but none have really successfully propagated.so all windows are advisable to install and run anti-virus programs.in spyware and malware,windows has over 11,000 malware programs surfaced in 2005 alone while linux with only 800 were witnessed.user accounts-windows,except for vista,users typically run as administrator,allowing malicious programs full control over the system and linux users typically run as limited accounts,preventing malicious programs from gaining total control of the system.

so through this research,i have come to conclude that the expensive price of the linux os is really very reasonable because of its programs and designs which is really very qualitative.and that windows are commonly used because majority are already used to the windows features.

March 5, 2007


we all know and surely experienced how kind our God is.whether we are very religious or not still God is always there beside us.he doesn’t allow us to be in great danger.he won’t give us challenges when He know that we cannot overcome it.in times of difficulty,we just have to believe and trust in Him that He’ll be with us.

all we have to do is to work hard and God will guide us.even those people who doesn’t believe in Him,God still bless them with many beautiful things in life and doesn’t leave them behind.

i myself have already experienced God’s graciousness in many ways.i have realized that however sinful you are,we are still treated as God’s children.

when i feel discouraged and down,God inspires me and gives me motivation to pursue my work and to think positively to gain success in life because i know that God will help me when i also help myself.and i know that when i pray,God will enlighten my mind to do good things.

some people took those blessings for granted and they are not just aware of how fortunate they are that they receive a gift from God.and one day,they’ll just end up regretting those things.

some of us might even don’t know how to appreciate small things from anyone.thinking that some other less fortunate needs them more,and yet we just abuse the things that were given to us.

we need to discipline ourselves that not all the things we wanted are always given.God gives us challenges to make us more strong and one day stand on our own.we have to keep in mind that

everything has it’s purpose and God has always a plan for us.emoticon

Philippines-20 years from now

March 1, 2007

 

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we all know that our country had gone so many changes because of the new things that are being discovered and developed.natural beauty of the country is rapidly changing.seldom times that we see nature and seldom times that we see the real beauty of the nature.it is very easy for us to destroy our surroundings but it would take so much time or even never to restore the usual beauty of it.

we are aware that the demand of high technologies are really increasing and as years pass by,more gadgets are being worked on.and these takes the place of the nature.by the time that these gadgets are still made,it is already destroying the nature because of the production of toxics of the factories.how much more when these raw materials are already done.these are the one that might even destroy the nature.people this time prefer to use automatic machines than mechanical works.people are being so dependent on this stuffs and we can’t blame them.

i bet Philippines 20 years from now will not anymore be known as abundant in nature because of these gadgets.i’m afraid that the nature i love will easily vanish.we cannot live without nature because it is where we get our major needs.we have to protect what is left now and preserve so we won’t loose the beauty of nature.we can even use these high-tech gadgets in preserving them however we cannot deny that some will already be artificial.but still we have to keep in mind that despite all these things,we should not forget the real and original ones.