valkyrie’s journey

My worst side of me is my bad attitude. I say this because this is me. Im worst when I hangout and drunk so much alcohol. I know this is bad for me because I am a teenager and my Age is not enough for me to drink a alcohols. And my body is so young to handle this things. But I know how to control my self and the limit how to be a bad girl. Because, sometimes especially when I have a problem. I go to my friends and invite them to have some drinks and enjoy all night. But as I said I have a limit of my own.

I am also become worst to my parents. Example, when I have something to get and I need a money then my mother will get angry because she said I am over. So we get arguments and because of that I have no respect to them. And I am also lying to them if I have a hangout w/ my friends and I have no money. I will tell them that I have to buy a project so that they gave me a money. If I have a party then they will not allow me to go out I will escape them for me to go out. That’s my worst side. I can manage this. I know how to stop this Bad attitude.

I found hope in you. I found hope in God because he gave all the best in me. He continue shower a blessing to me. He can’t stop loving and supporting me. Always guiding me in what decisions Iv’e made. Never leaving by my side especially when I have a trouble to face. I know he knows what is my mission in this world. I also found hope in my family to finish my studies. Because I will always think the hardship they do because of me they want me to have a better future. Because I know this is for my own sake. So that I’ll always follow what they said to me cause I don’t want them to disappoint. I want them to be proud of me. I have found hope in my friends. Because I always tell them my dreams in life and they will give an advice to me if what I have do to success. They will support me.

Especially I found hope in my studies. For me to achieve my goals and become a successful Women. Im Trying to be good and better student so that I can finish my studies and to go abroad and gain money. All of this things I never lose hope to them.

It hurts not being trusted by your teacher and it is not good for the heart. It might be normal to those who are guilty of doing something and never to those who are ignorant. But there is no justice when you are accused of doing such thing that you never did. A teacher may stand for his or her rights, same as the students because we also have the rights to protect ourselves, not only for grades but for being a human which is suppose to be treated with respect as long as you don’t deserve any bad treatments from a teacher or from anyone. Don’t be afraid to speak up. Its not always their time. Students do also have theirs. My teacher might be taking up a law course but she is a judgmental kind of person, standing with her own principles and she dont wanna accept any explanation from you. As long as she thinks she is right.She will insist what she think for her is right. She doesn’t fit on her job for being a teacher. I admit she is considerate but she is also unreasonable.